I have never felt a lost where my whole body shuts down. Where my body feels so hollow and empty. I lost my best friend yesterday and I don’t know how to deal with it. It may seem lame but I had my dog for 8 years and he’s been through everything with me. He’s my family, best friend, support system and now that’s he’s gone, I don’t know what to do. I’ve never experienced a lost like this. A lost where I physically can’t get out of bed. Where I can’t stop crying. Where I am angry and emotional and everything little thing reminds me of him.
I lost my best friend yesterday. And I don’t think I’ll ever be ok.